Y'know, I was thinking about my life and the way I view everything and it seems like it's separated into two separate time periods. Before, I was living behind a veil, and then it was slowly removed and now... I see everything differently.
For instance, the old Amanda:
- Found small, insignificant things nerve-wracking and became embarrassed at the smallest hint of attention. (I'm not an attention-monger now, I just don't fear it)
- Never thought about astrological signs or how they affected people and when, etc.
- Hated to do things alone (ex: eat out, approach strangers, entertain herself)
Don't fret! I'm still me, I'm just much more laid back in that I don't worry about things that can't be changed, y'know? I screw up, do irresponsible things, and I move forward. (A little Relient K really helps, too.)
Hey, here's a super-cool bullet list to prove I'm Amanda. I still:
- procrastinate like crazy (ughh)
- slack off on schoolwork (I have schoolwork?? weird...)
- find it physically and emotionally impossible to wake early (darn)
- love, love, love the sky
- have abnormal amounts of patience where others don't ( children and 'slow people')
- have abnormal shortages of patience with self-inflicted stupidity
- cannot abide familial abuse in any way... at all. I'll cut you, yo.
I know, useful blog. Oh, by the way, my new clutch and me are NOT friends. I hate it.
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